> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Sunday, July 25, 2010~~

19:58

What Should I do now readers. evem sunday io can't even go out. am i under control of his. is uppoese to meet baby but end up i got things to do. and di di gibson asked to meet me. iw ant to go and meet him and at the same tiem me babe airin and baby mandy. btu end up i can't even go . what is this??? relationship with u is good. but i dun like the way u treated me. everytihing i've got to give in to u. i want went out also got to ask u. i just want to be happy. even i wan talk to someone have to hide here and there. alot of things i dun even dare to tell u. if this u will jealous so how about me. u recieved a call and u went out and u told me is SSB want to talk to u and u say u just went a while from 1+ till morning when i went to didi court u still haven come back. i want u to just know that i only have a number of girlfriends.can't u puyt urself on my shoes. even on thursday we quarrelled Avlin can come and comfort me. u did it in front of everbody. u not happy with it tell desmond then why bother to throw tempered on those products. what alvin say is right couple working at the same company will have conflicts. no wonder alot of company don't like couple to work at the same company.. should i give up or continue relationship. i have feelings with u. everyday counts. 4 years. 8 month and 10 days counts on and on.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, July 21, 2010~~

10:53

Good News. kor had message me le. finally can relieve le. he is alright. so worried for him till my heart come out le. yes. keep worried fro him till i can't do my work nicely.
kor dun do silly thigns le hao ma?? promised mei mei hao ma

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

09:10

Last Night we were still message each other. then i went to sleep. but morning i recieved ur message that u leave me and askign me to take care of her. treat her like my mei mei. i told u not to do silly things. i am very worried for u. even u dun c my blog but i will still type . we had know each other for 6 years already. i dunno what should i do. and still i can be ur mei mei. i am such a failure to be ur mei. i knwo u still lvoe her. if she choose to leave u then let her be. because hse will regret for losing u this good boyfriend of hers. i really hope that nothign is happening to u. please kor dun do silly things can. its hurt me. huimin had leave us btu her heart will always be with us. i dun wan uu to leave us. kor please reply my message

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Saturday, July 17, 2010~~

10:31

Yts was the last day of baby aunt funerals. its a very sad thing. but i hope baby is strong. ytd i wanted to meet baby but she went missing but she did contact me at 7+ then no more le. so worried for her. then i went tuu meet ALson<3<3>

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, July 14, 2010~~

16:35

Sorry Readers that i didn't post for a long long time. had been working so no time to blog. Today is a very important day for both baby and I. Guess What!!! Its Our 2 weeks anniversary. I love u BAbY. u are mine. since u are with me i've the responsibility to take care of u and caring. ever since the day we stead we didin't meet up till now but we will meet up soon. dun worry. no matter what i will never never gonna to leave u alone and i will not leave u in the darkness. i will take u with me wherever i go.u are my precious ones. another 58 more days to ur birthday le. i will buy present for u just that i need to think what to buy for u. i miss u whenever i dun get to c u.. i miss u whenever we dun mesage. i miss euu whenever i dun hear ur voice. i love u even more after 1 day had passed. u will be ahppy when u are with me. dun worry Baby. u will not get hurt from me de. ILOVE YOU BABY!!! MUACK MUACK!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3>

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Monday, July 05, 2010~~

08:59

Another 31 more mins is diDi court le. what should i do??? i can't bear to let him go inside. i know is for his own good. by taking the consequences that he did. but i really can't bear didn't c him for weeks already wonder how is he already. i am super worried fro him. i wished that he will be alright. i have a hurtfull feelings. i really really feel so lost. everytime i wished to c him and tell him everything that i am stress about i can't. i wished to see him btu i can't he didn't went home for days already. so i dun get tuu c hiim even my parents. i wished he can changed to a better person. i believe he will. he is my precious loves ones. didi as promised i will always went to visit u every visit. but u must promised me that u will changed for a better person and must eat and exercise. i believe u can. even u can't c my blog but i will write in leter to u. we will wait for u to come out de. we will not look down on u. u are our precious ones how would we look down on u. dun worried to much ok??? always know that i will love u and miss u. no matter what i will never never ever leave u alone in the darkness. we will always be with u no matter what. no one is allow to look down on u.

<3 <3

save me from the nothing I’ve become..