> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Monday, May 31, 2010~~

08:38

Day passes day his court is here again. not sure can i still c him again. yesterday saw him at Tampines 1. was so happy but then wen his face was facign me. my heart shattered. feels like he is gonna to a place that i won't be seeing as offen as now. wil it be a good news instead of a bad news. i feel that i will be recieveing a bad news. i ahve to be strong as i proimise him already. btu how long i can be strong. 1 day??? 1 week or forever. i think i only can be strong for days only.i really can't bear to c him going in. but is the sake of the mistakes that he do. i will let him go. hope day will passed fast as i wish to. about 35 more mins is his court hearing already. i wan to hear good news. but i can't always hear good news. confirm got times ti will be bad news. always knowign that i will always be there for u. dun be afraid. always remember that u are my beloved ones. he had chnaged to a better person. i am thinking if afetr he left BDS i keep contacting with him will he be like this i really really can't do a good job but teaching him well. i feel that is my fault. i am his jie and i can't teach him well. i do nothing. if only times can changed i would change it to 2006. it hurts me alot wen i c hiim going in. my followers please pray tgt for his hearing.

di always rememebr that i will always love u . be brave

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, May 26, 2010~~

07:57

Wow i can c him another 4more days. wished to c him longer. but i have a feelings that on monday he will sentence. i really hope that it will be a lighter sentence. really really hope that he will be fine. erm then night when brignign my friend home then talking to junyong suddenly my di appear. haha so got fate cAN C HIM by talking to JunYong. haha. then night was messaging with danick. we were talking very happily. haha DIDI. haha. i hope i have a happy memories with him before he went to court on monday. i miss u

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Tuesday, May 25, 2010~~

08:10

After 1an a half hour is di's court hearing. i can't able to attend. i really hope nothing will happen to him. i really wish that he will be fine.

specially for di.
di always remember that i will always be there for u no matter what happens. will love u forever. u are my best di. making me feel that i also have the responsible to take care of u. and loook after u. even if u say that u can take care of yourself but i still will be there for u.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Monday, May 24, 2010~~

08:21

Will tmr court hearing be a good news or bad news. i wish i heard is a good news rather than a bad news. days passed very fast. i wished i could spend more time with him then my boi. he is the one who will amkes me smile. he is the one that will listen to all i want to say. i wished to stayed with him whenever he need me. i really missed him as much as i missed my other gans. must be brave no matter what happen. i wil be happy too. let's hope together 0of what gonna to happen tomorrow. i love u

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Monday, May 10, 2010~~

11:07

time Passed very fast, tmr will be another court hearing. i wonder how will it be. no matter wad the results is i will always be brave. but the time of the sentence i have to be brave too. no matter wad di. rmb that we will always be with u all the time. and also remember that huimin is always be wib u. dun do silly things le. she will be with u. even she is at another world but ehr soul will be with us no matter what happens. be strong di.

to dearest huimin. Rest In Peace. i can feel that on 8/05/2010 0110hours u are with us. u are crying, because i know u are going to another place. is my boyfriend sister told me and i know it. no matter what u are now at another world. but ur soul will always be with us. always protect ur loves ones. they need ur help and courage. we wan u to be happy.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..