> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Thursday, February 25, 2010~~

12:16

i shall only post today stuff haha.
early morning went tuu visit RH if most of u all know him. met up wib wilson den went CPC. then met another girl and went in tgt. we only have 20 mins to talk to him. i can feel that he do really care alot for his brother i wish i could have a brother like him who cares alot about me. haha. RH take good care of urself wen u inside. dun think too much even i have not experienced it but i know how is it feels like. i will take care of Sam. don't worry. 4yr+ seems to be long for u by then it will be 22 years old for me. i wil help u do anythign i were told by u. dun think to much. anything i will let u noe asap. i miss those time we went uu drink and alot of stuff. do think twice before u do any action. evrything will eb alright for me and him. even ther is conflicts sometimes but we get over it. we will wait for u to come out den i and him will be married after u come out. must come attend our wedding. will send photos tuu euu to c his tattoo. not to worry about u. i should have sae thank you to you for doing so much for him. u are the best brother that i have seen amoung the rest. and also BS,WS. should i be happy to know that he s alright or should i be unhappy that he is inside and we whole group of people can't go out drink. Sam told me that u are his closers brother yet u were inside and he is outside he thought of going in o accompany u but if he is inside wad happen tuu me. i've waited for him fro 4 monts during sec 2 i have suffer alot. i work wib eric to forget stuff and not to think alot of stuff. god pleasse look upon him.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Monday, February 15, 2010~~

13:22

ytd played black jack wib mai cousin and mai uncles. we played like 2 hours like that. i didn't lose any amount but my mother lost $3 haha. ltr on gonna to 4th uncle house. haha i am so happy to have a wonderful house and mai relative. haha.shall blog again ltr.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, February 14, 2010~~

14:50

haha its been a long time that i last blog .
haha
today ish CNY. so got alot of red packets right mai followers. haha
last night went home to eat renuion dinner. haha . is was a wonderful dinner . that i last eat together wib my parents. had lots fo fuun wib mai lovely candy. i took lots of pictures shall post it wen it ish ready yeah. drank red wine wib mai daddy while watching television. and i had straighten mai hair. haha slept at 1 plus am den woke up at 8 . asked to wake up by my mum. haha get ready and off to grandma house 1 st redpacket of the day was by mai mummu. thankis mumnmy and daddy. i regret so much that i become so bad. i wish time will make us go bk to the usual life., i regreted for shouting mai mummy and angrying wib her. what she had done is for mai own good and i jush dun cherish it. now i have learn to cherish it. thanks daddy for always being wib miiex whenever i neded euu wen i am unhappy and happy. euu are my best daddy afterall. even sometimes i dissapointed euu alot alot. but i still love euu. i noe how life is bad for euu. wen to grandma house and saw grandma's legh iish improving day by day. thanks god for everything. thanks god for giving me a wonderful house and family and realatives. thanks god i love euu.
ate by breakfast adn soon all the uncles came. haha ltr gonna to mai uncle house again by ish the 1st uncle mayb to play and tmr will be going tuu mai 4th uncle house which ish AMK OMG gonna to take MRT to AMK den take 169 to their house. haha. gonna to take lots of photos. jush en i took photos wib mai cousin and also took family photos. shall update soon yeah. haha. den i am now at BB house. thanks daddy and mummy for ur red packets and also aunties and uncle and also ah bao. ahaha such a cute son euu had. haha mmust eb a handsome guy yeah jush like euu.
i am here wishing everyone a happy Chinese New Year. rmb tuu control the eating habits and fro those euu had valentines last long . to all my followers adn love one4s and friends happy Valentines dfay. ahya and i also recieved a valentines day present fom mai cousin adriel. thanks korkor 1st present haha. ILY:) that's all fro today post. shall post again ltr after i come bk froom mai uncle house or tmr before i am going out wib B's aunties house. haha

photos will be updated again!!!!!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Friday, February 05, 2010~~

10:28

hello ppl i am sorry that i didn't post dis few days.

haha i went for graduation ceremony on 3rd of feb. i mit up wib dad at my hus downstair den we went to took a cab to skul. had breakfast at cafe 1 sae gazalli and few of the councilliors. hope they are doing fine. dad ate fish ball noodles and i ate fried wan ton and a hot milk. i miss skul food. especially the janpanese food. it was so delicious.after eating went to a place called forcum and sit down and for waiting for shirley to come. den i saw mai 1st boyfriends furqaan. haha we always c each other at the same place but onmlix different angle. den about 8.40 shirley came so she saae still have to wait for her 2 of her classmates. her clasmates had reached.so we went up den went to register and off to the palce we should sit. it suppose to sit by clas but i dun wanna ahya jush anyhow sit also can mahx as long as sit within the course can le. den eventually pearline was siting beside too haha. so cool. den we sang the ite song den off for our cert giving. haha den it ends den off we went to take our photos haha i look so weird. haha so tan. haha. den went to have refreshment. den shirley went home. i speck to some of the
councillors. haha it brings back memories. haha. took a photo wib haja waiting for the photos. haha.den went to buy fruits at cafe 1 den saw pearline at cafe 1 wib huixian so had a talk wib them,. den went bk to forcum again to sit down den i sae him again haha. saw him like so many times within jush like a few hours. den i eat finish my fruits i saw him again. haha. den off to home dne i saw him outside skul smoking haha. i thought he wun recogfnise me but eventually he could recognise me. haha. den went to tampines to mit up wib ting den go shopping for a while and had lunch as long john haha. quite nice la. haha den i mit up wib cheryl my best meix she 1st time c me wearing a dress wib heels haha. i noe is weird haha.my leg was hurting cause by the heels so went home to change. changing was doen so went bk to shopping for shoes. can't find the shoes that i want so how??? met up wib mum at 505 den went there to look for shoes but still cxan't find. den about 5.45pm cheryl got to go home already thansk meix for accompanied me. love ya.

den went to look for shoes but still can't find. 6.10pm already is time to mit up wib BABY haha. mum [passed me $20 to buy my shoe haha.

dne off to hoome and cook and play computers.

Ytd went to fetch brother to c a doctor. had took out number and wen to eat but went we went bk we had miss the number by 4 haha but is ok. went to wait for the doctor so long. haha den took medicine and off to home. i buy oyster for BABY den went i was opening letter box he appear in front of me OMG he appear sia. means he took halfday off. haha suppose to mit cheryl den sicne he doesn't want me to go out den i stay at hgome sorry mei i didn't mit up wib u sorry:(. den as usual wen to cook adn play compouter games.

Morning ppl i am awake. ltr gonne to work at 1pm haha. i dreamed about a guy who is my 1st brother. the story started on my mind. its was so sudden i meet up wib him at 1 place. den we went ot ton. i think i was badly treated. bt he was good to me i was fall in love wib him adn i think he is too. den in order he doesn't want me to go out he kept all mt ATM cards and also my handphone but i told him i nid to make a call to mai parents i think we went for a camp. den i was so stick to him. it was liek so romatic. den he sae let's go here verix sians. so i went to the front he oso. den he was smoking he pas me a stick haha. he let's me to smoke. he use to nto to let my smoke.and that is my dream. last time he treated we as his sister own blood sister. haha i begin to c him at t1. haha. i hope to tok tuu him again if got fate. iw ant to see him. we have been brother and sister for like 8 years already OMG so long already. i once playing basketball wib him. haha so fun. i wish we can play basketball again. if times can turn bk i hope it turn bk to primary skul jush onlix had the times wib him,joycelyn and jasmine and not to forget benny ahcai and lots more. but i dun wish mai ex and 2 used to be mai sister to appear. i miss hym

save me from the nothing I’ve become..