> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Friday, July 31, 2009~~

15:23

2dae woke up ard 11+ den wait ferhx ting tuu cum den go buy lunch tgt haha.
wen tuu interchange tuu byu lunch.
dens forget tuu buy mine but lucky i bought dou hua tuu eat.
tmr ish chingkiat chalet.
trm gonna to go tuu church adn mayb afetr church den i go look for them at chingkiat chalet.
jevis shuai ge i will jiayou ferhx mai studies derhx.
i have missed my 1 week lesson already will study hard....

hope mai throat will get well soon.

ytd was on phone wib gan laopo.
haha.
but i can't sae wad are we chatting ish a secret.
gan laopo WO AI NI.
muackx

i end here le

zai jian=)

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Thursday, July 30, 2009~~

11:39

i jush wake up not long ago.
haha...
let's talk about ytd..
ytd dar was sick i ask him tuu c a doctor but he dun wanna..
i can't do anything.
ytd was chatting wib dar halfway den i was told to go adn bath so eventually i told dar tat i will be bathing den afetr bathing i cor him den he sae use sms .
den okay lor.
but he fall asleep.
think he had tired for days le.
sorry dar make euu so tired.
adn 2dae suppose tuu mit dar but end up can't mit cux of mai dad.
he dun let miiex go out .
den he took leave jush tuu keep miiex accomapny.
haix.
i wanan tuu mit dar.
sianx.
haix
i was sohappy ytd tat i can finally mit dar den end up bcum lk dis.
dar i am sorry.
perharps wen i have skul bahx den we mit okay.
of mayb i find a day i go pick mai jiex den i go look ferhx euu.
i end mi POST LE

zai jian

Labels: Sick

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Tuesday, July 28, 2009~~

00:29

2dae ish Monday aadn i am on MC.
bnored at home so went lunch wib meix
den cum bk home.
in case ltr get worse.
adn had medicine.
den wait dar go home den webcam wib dar.
haha.
nth much 2dae.
jush was on phone wib jevis
jush now was webcaming wib dar.
think he went to bath le bahx.
now msning wib jevis now...
HAHAXXX.....
JEVIS ISH A SHUAI GE
i end here le.
tmr shall post ya

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, July 26, 2009~~

03:12

time ish now 3.12am
adn i am not asleep yet.
can't slp at all.
jush now was chatting wib jiex qian rong
now chattign wib wei siang adn huey Leng.
super logn nvebr chat wib huey Leng le
she oso sick so nvber go kimberly bdae....
gonna tuu take care ya.
adn on wednesday nid tuu rush mai skul work le.
haha.
dunno wad time will i be slping.
nothing tuu sae le....

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Saturday, July 25, 2009~~

12:28

1st day of MC i am already super bored le.
can't go out.
lk kanna probation lk tat nid stay at home .
haix.
2dae kimberly ish gonna tuu celebrate her bdae.
kimberly happi 17th bdae.
i am here tuu wish audrey adn aaron will last forever.
no matter wad i'll be derhx angel who ish there for listening ear.
even i leave dis earth before euu i'll stil be there truu protect euu.
gan laoo i dun blame euu.
i will cherish derhx time tat i be wib him ferhx this while.
i felt supewr empty inside my heart.
mayb i should get let it go tuu let him be happi.
ytd adn 2dae dun feel wanna tuu eat.
jush wish tuu leave dis earth asap.
mieix joyce will gib aaron adn gan laopo happiness.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

02:16

hey ppl.
ish mieix blogging again.
let's talk about mai skul.
i can stil cope for my studies.
but 2dae afer mai BEO lesson i was feeling super cold.
adn den i found out tat i have a fever.
so i mr koo advise mieix tuu go adn c a doc.
so wen i went tuu c a doc.
the nurse took mai temperature adn derhx reading was 38.5
it was so high la.
MC til Tuesday.
gonna tuu be bored.
as i can't went out.
thx cindy ferhx letting mr koo tuu noe tat i am sick .
THANKX CINDY

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Thursday, July 23, 2009~~

15:18

this few days alot of things had happen.
adn ytd i told myself tat i've tuu be strong.
ytd mit cheryl after my skul den go SP wib her tuu cried out.
after tokt uu her adn a logn cry i am okay adn i felt better.
but memories stil will stay on mai mind.
ytd gan laopo cum skul find miiex cux i told ehr tat mieix adn him broke off.
den nite i on msn toking tuu gan laogong til about 4 plus cux i super can't slp.
i will secreatly wish him happiness in my hurt.
as long as his ish happi i will be happi.
its okay if he ish happy adn i am not happy.
as long i wanan him tuu be happy den okay le.
overall ish mai fault.
i shouldn't lie tuu him.
we quarrel alot of times.
almost everyday we quarrel.
its hurt miiex alot.
but in derhx end he decide tuu broke up.
i felt empty in mai heart.
but i do hope he will look ferhx his happiness whom derhx ger wun be lie mieix so bitch.
no matter wad i'll be his guardian angel.
even i left dis world i'll still rmb about memories wib him.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Friday, July 17, 2009~~

18:45

i am here to blog!!!
2dae i was so busy till i nvber reply Mr Teh sotong msg.
den ish lk he sae his ex ish better den miiex.
den i was lk .
WTH!!!!!
he afternoon sae tat we put everything behind us den now he sae this.
ish lk so wad la.
i dunnno wad tuu sae about it le la.
he asked how logn can i adn him last.
den i replied as long as i can.
i realix dunno wad happen in between miiex adn him la.
almost everyday we will be quarrelling la.
i jush want to faster end mai report adn homework den sms hiim.
haix
forget it la .
i realix dun wished tuu say anything le.
i super hope tat we could be tgt ferhx long lA SERIOUSLY LORX
i dunno wad tuu say already.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, July 12, 2009~~

13:10

ytd had abit of quarrel over some stuff.
den he wanted tuu break up.
but i insist not too.
i was so super hurt den i didn't went tuu church.
had stomach cramps.
i was not been hurt so deep before.
i dunno wad to do.
my feeling was like onlix i was alone in dis world.
adn mai feeling was nvber ever i wish tuu wake up from mai dreams again.
i do hope i could be wib HIM forever. adn no more of quarrelling.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, July 08, 2009~~

05:10

2dae ish derhx 3rd days of skul and time now ish 5.11am.
and i am awake now.
i have prepared mai thing somehow done.
but i've not blog since ahgui had went bk tuu China.
i wish itme would stop right now.
MR Teh Sotong Zhuzhu ish sick and he went out ytd tuu drink.
i dunno why mai hearts break so much.
he was sick and i jush wanna him tuu rest and eat medicine and recover faster.
ytd he went tuu diink wib his frenxe.
den he frenxe bike him home whereras he frenxe drunk abit of derhx alcholic.
i told him will it be safe and i dun wanna him tuu have anything happen tu him.
derhx reply he gave was ya wil die so easy deerhx mees tuu get any mehx?
its lk wen i c it wib mai own eyes i wanted tuu cry it out.
i dun wish mai loves ones tuu get injuried or anything happen tuu him/her.
i rather myself tuu get hurt den them.
if i have tuu chose tu die ferhx him i will.

i dunno wad tuu say anymore!!!!!!
as lloing as euu are happi continue tuu be happi!!!!!!!

save me from the nothing I’ve become..