> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Monday, March 29, 2010~~

10:28

There are alot of things that happen after he was been locked up.
i kept dreming of him alot of times. super worried for him. missed those times we smoke and after work we slack for a while before we went home. missed those times seeign u play arcade. missed those times seeing u playing pool. miss those times talking to u. miss those times before we went off we would give each other a goodbye hug and kiss. i am very emotional about it. i dun wan u to suffer. i really really hope that tmr will be better no matter how long the sentence is i just dun wan u to get canned. jiex promised u i will be strong. but i pray hard that it won't be so heavy as ur sister's lowyer would help u to fight. after u come out dun dissapoint ur sister. promised me too. we know that u are the one who is smart and will study hard or work study. please turn a new leaf. tmr gonna to c u after 23 hours at sub court. i hope that i will be able to talk to u. at the same time i will write a letter and ask the lawyer to pass to u in case we can't be able to talk. hope ur lawyer really help. and the bitch will learn her lesson. she makes u suffer till like that. tmr can u smile 1 more time and let jie c. hope we can hug 1 more time and kiss. tmr gonna to meet sister eunice g=to go sub court tgt. she is the one that will be with me whenever i am unhappy and also mai other sister like cheryl. and mai dear dear. i believe she will c this post. haha. love them so much

dear followerrs,i nevcer let mai bf wear green cap is just a noamal hus and kiss just like the ang mos does. haha

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Tuesday, March 23, 2010~~

13:59

Day passed very fast. is already the 23rd march 2010.and he had just kanna locked up. even the last word i wanted to say to him also can't can't give him a goodbye hug. don't even look at him at all. i will always remember wad he say. jiex must take care fo yourself don't worry. must be strong. this words will always be my mind forever. until u come out. i hope u had read the letter i wrote ytd. must cherish it well. in case anythign happen to me u still have the photos to rmb me as ur jie. 1 week it will be very long for me. i wan to sae tak care to u but u dun look back.. i know u are very sad. i think now u must be sleeping inside if not must be thinking alot of things. dun worry ur sister will fight ur u. for the bitch i will find her and settle it for u. dun worry everything will be alright. i will be strong. after 1 mroe week i can get to c euu and i must gib u a goodbye hug for the last time in 2010 and a kiss. i will write letter to u as promised and do a tele visit. no matter wad i will go and visit u . u must not create trouble wen u are inside anything tell ur PO or officcer that who are on duty. ytd i think alot of things. i remember i saw u in skul i not sure which year of learning fiesta u was crying and i went over and that's the time i felt that u are more important and him. even he is my loves ones but u are important to me too. he is in the worng not u. i will not be unresonable. they wan play parents i play wib them. i not scare of anything de. wan play come. wan try come. make mai brother suffer so muuch i gib u back double. next hearing 30 march 2010 0930 hours sub court

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Saturday, March 13, 2010~~

18:25

HAHA just where i am now i am at where. so yeah . i bring my laptrop to work so that i can do blogging haha. btu when ther is customer i will still serve la haha customer more important ma. hahaa just smsed didi. he said that he had patch back wib his ex. felt happy for him. waiting for him to come down and customer to come in. haha and at ngiht i still nid to wait for KINGKONG to pas me a customer shoe haha. today was a raining day. hope didi will be happy with his loves ones.

to didi. u must take care of yourself le. jiex can't forever be with u. wen u go in must realix take care fo urself. dun think too must i will visit u wen i am free. will miss u and <3>

10 more days to strong JOYCE u can do it. believe in urself u have ur sister and didi wiib u. he will be the angel who will be ther for u.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Tuesday, March 09, 2010~~

02:50

i am sorry for not blogging fro days and weeks le.
many things had happen this few days.
lt's talK ABOUT WAD HAPPEN ON FRIDA.
meet up wib shermen 1st den meet up wib eunice sista and cheryl sista .
we ate thai express for our lunch and went tuu giant tuu get thigns for our BBQ. total spend was about $60. haha. so we went tuu sista eunice hosue tuu do the seasoning.
it ended at 9+. KI was so cute haha even he barks. i will miss him. haha
so after doing all the thingfs someone told me something haha as promised is a secret haha. so wen tuu meet up wib alson didi.
i miss hym lots lots.
i hope that he will be good and times past slower so that i still have time to be wib him. haha .
is a saturday got up early mornign tuu go tuu the market and buy lemon grass as giant they dun sell it. haha
then went tuu repair my bike and off tuu meet eunice sister. so we we waited for shermen tu get ready den we went over too look fro him. finally he is doen so went tuu mit him and get the bike from him so shermen MUMMY and eunice sister and me of cux went over to meet up wib geok peng SISTa.
i fetch her on mai bike and off tuu get the food for bbq. haha sorry geok peng sista for waiting so long.
MUMMY was so cute. ahah tiring tuu think of a way to put the things on mummy bike but it just couldn't work so he took a cab was requested from us.
then iw ent over to fetch pearline sista at tampines mart suppose tomeet alson didi at ther but his friends i suppose break down so met him at whitesands.
so without alson we ride bike tuu whitesands to mit didi. reached there he says he want to go arcade so ok.
so went tuu pit mummy waited for 1 hour plus for us tuu reached. sorry mummy again. haha he eventually took a bus down.
at night ppl who at ther were. alson didi,leon di brother, jasmine sista,furqaan mai 1st ex, sulaiman,maizurah and raudah was from excellence 5,pealine sista , geaok peng sista,eunice sista,shermen mummy and last but not least su ting the fatser runner between us. waas very happy that they attend. something happen for 5mins. is a secret. haha ppl who were ther would know. then we were chatting verix long till 5+ we went to do clean up and suppose to c sun rise but most of us was tired so e went home. we went home by bike but mummy took a cxab home hah. reached tam,pines within 10 mins. haha . thanks everyone who amde things bbq a meaningfull memories for me. reached home coouldn't slp so off to work OMG was tired wen working ahha. so slept for about 30 mins jiu wake up haha. was so sleepless haha. then worked. alson came to look for me. then today wen i was working something happen to didi. i was crying so badly till mai eyes swollen. i took an hour off to go and look for didi. was super worried for him. i am sorry didid for shoutiing at u on the phone. thanks sista eunice and cheeryl for cooling me down and talk to me. btu most of it is eunice sista. thanks without u i might just dunnno wad to do. finally found didi le . super worried for him but after seeing him i am alright but felt guilty for scolding him. sorry didi. but i kjust dunno why i am so worrying for u. u are the didi that i am worry most. and u are the one who always be theer for me and also gibson scott asnd de long haha. please don't do it again. please days past verix fast i want us to be happy. i will be strong wib all mai loves ones there around me dun worry for me. i love you. meet up wib alson after work jiu come bk le den go changi airport tuu fetch mingyou and sista and sis in law. i love them. didi i hope u can keep the promised in between us. i love you miss u muackx. good nite ppl.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, March 03, 2010~~

08:58

memories never stop

sibling forever

gonna to missed him

mai di

ytd after work meet up wib di den pei him at the arcade den go slakc haha we went to pasa malam to buy some food and also for mai baby. den mit ting at house down stair she wanted to eat too haha. times flies very fast. he gonna to be another place ov whr i am. didi please take care of yourself no matter wad happens control ur tempered. we will contact each other by letter. i will send u a letter once i know whr do u proceed to. will visit u as promise ok didi. u are important to me. even last time u have conflicts wib some fo ur friends. i believe they will talk to you soon. even 1 hour of meet up is to less but for me is not enough we will spend the rest of the time wen u come out. i promised i will be strong and i believe u will be there for me whenever i need u. i will wait for u to come out no matter wad happen. u have to be strong too. one suffer both suffer. didi i will miss u alot . love u <3>

save me from the nothing I’ve become..