> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Friday, June 26, 2009~~

14:40

i am here to thanks everyone for derhx bdae wishes.
on tuesday i mit keith, kenny, peggy and zhongsan tu buy derhx ingredient ferhx mai chalet.
had a super fun wib them at drhx chalet.
den wen it was about 2 we check in.
den so mai meix cum follow by meiling and dai and oso vanessa.
den nite it was ahgui junyong jackie william kenedy shirley loo and kimberly and mai cousin velda adn serene and oso mai QPS fellowmates and oso mai teh sotong mountain pig came too and wilson
had a great great fun wib them.
we BBQ drink and lots more.
i vomitted cux mayb i drinrk too much of martell or i dun used tuu it.
but i would like to thanks those who came for mai chalet and buying present adn those who help miiex tuu drink and oso wishing mieix happi bdae.

on wednesday.
we woke up den we BBQ again den ahgui meiling they went home btu they came again.follow by xiuqi wanqi harry they all too.
but when i look at mai results i was so shag la.
haix i realxi dun wanan tuu sae it le.its hurt lor.
tel ma kor about it but hurt stil in mai heart.
i dunno how tuu tel mai cousin and uncles about it.
i realix dunno how tuu face them lor .
i would tell them derhx truth but derhx consequences i nto sure wad will it be.
den miiex adn teh sotong somehow lk jealousness.
den wanted tuu end it .
but in derhx end nvber.
i realix dun wish tu leave him.

ytd woke up teh sotong went tuu wrk den i recieved a msg i think ish from his manager or who saying tat he hurt himself and gotta tuu go tuu hospital and have tuu sew 20 sitchers.
so super hurt and pain la.
OMG if were miiex i would cry till dunno lk wad le lorx.
den morning went home.

was so super hurt tat miiex and him would break up and he ish going tuu malaysia.
btu i won't forget those time we were tgt.i won't forget euu.i'll love euu forever.
i'll cherish it. btu wad i would like tu sae ish i will cherish derhx time tat we had earlier on. i realix dun wish our relationship tuu end jush lk den nor i wanna it tuu be nature takle place.i nid eu tuu be by mai side.
if i were tuu chose tuu live on or not tuu live on wuld chose i would nvber be born.
i am so super sorry about it.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..